So spring break was kewl! I went and visited my baby brother, which was awesome!!! I miss him so much! I cant believe how big he's gotten so quickly! I took him to see robots, and we went shopping at the mall, we went swimming and played games.  (HE LOVES WATER) SO then we just hung out together at the hotel, and we eat a big breakfast at the buffett, and went swimming again, for like 3 hours... lol... and then i took him back to my moms where we all hung out and stuff. It was kewl, I cant believe how much of his life i miss just being away as often as I am. But now he's old enough to talk on the phone, so me and him can talk more.

Spring Break was kewl, i think one of the funnest nights was the night before bach left. We kicked it, Bach and I Predetermined that we were gona get smashed, together. ANd of course we did! Whcih was kewl, cuz i havent been like that in a long time. So Bach left, and im hella sad. But it'll be kewl he'll be back in like 2 more weeks. Im excited to see how it goes, its his first time down there.  So he'll be home in a while, and then we'll celebrate his return, like his departure.... lol...

Kyle comes home in exactly a week! Im so excited, he gets here like thursday evening. And then im gona go over there a little later after he visits with his family. Im so excited! SO the countdown starts today! lol.... 7 days!

Im gona be a lifeguard! Im kinda excited! I thought about it last year, and then decided not to cuz i was gona be gone so much, and then this year i figured all the positions would be taken, but they werent so! So i asked my sis if she was kewl about it, and she said she was, and so i called got the interview and then got the job. Its kewl! Im really excited!

So thats basically all im doing, going to school, training and sleeping. Trying to plow through this next week til Kyle gets home!

SENIOR BALL!!! I guess I'm a bit disappointed with the whole thing.. No one asked me which is kewl i gues, because i dont really talk to that many people anymore, and the ones that i talk to ,have g/f's or already had prior arrangements.  I thought me and Ramsay were gona go together, but i thougth wrong. SO basically I figured no one would ask me, and i waited and was right, so now i think im just gona go with kyle. But i guess people have a problem with that or something. I guess i would KINDA understand like not going with a senior, but at the same time, not everyones close with people at hazen and with senior guys, and not everyone can have a senior date that they will feel they'll have fun with. So maybe people should just not worry about who someone else is taking. I think the important thing is that everyone will be there and everyone has fun at there last dance.I duno.... Im just gona try and have a good time, and i guess ill have to wait and see what happens. I just know that for other people who are dating someone outside of hazen, they'd like to go with there b/f or g/f too. But whatever... ill figure it out!

Smooches... have a great weekend everyone!

Last week was pretty crazy! I had so much to do *but whats new*. I had some essays due, and a whole lot of homework. But i got it all done,, and my math teacher is letting me take a test on monday, when we were supposed to take it on thursday! It was so awesome and nice. Now i can study for it better and hopefully start pulling up my D' I want to try and get a B next quarter, but I'd be happy with a C too. So this week i got school every day at 8 and 9. Not fun, its hard because of every night ive dont something since friday, and i havent slept in until today.

I got an interview at target tomorrow, im not really excited to work there, if i get it, im more excited to start making money. But im also applying at some other places so we'll see what happens?

lately everythings been kewl, my friends and i have been getting along good. I get kinda sad sometimes because they dont like to tell me stuff? And they always kinda have there own things going on. Its not like i cant go along with everything, they just dont really want me to which i can understand in some ways. It just makes me sad sometimes. But its not a big deal, and we still have hella fun together. Quande f***ing rocks from last night... LOL... she was hella funny, and thats all i have to say, and Whitlock's a true sav as always. But i love my friends and lately we've been having so much fun together even if there's never anything to do! lol...

We graduate so soon! I cant believe it all ready! Well i can but im so dismayed that its already here, its like ive been so ready for it, and almost shocked for it to be here now! I really gotta figure out what im gona do next year? I still have no idea? Its crazy because for a while i had a plan, but money became to big of an issue. So now its, going to be whatever i can afford? BUt we'll wait and see?

Bach leaves for Vietnam for like three weeks this wweekend. Im so sad!! Im gona miss him! So we better get reall real crazy before he leaves? Im just really sad for him to go!I leave for spokane on saturday! Im gona go down and visit with my baby brother. Im so excited and scared at the same time. I love him so much, and everytime i go down there it gets so hard to leave him.... I always cry, and he always gets really upset. But he's alot bigger now, so i have see how things go. Im trying to plan a very fun weekend for him?

I bought my senior ball dress last night! Its pink! I like it except for one thing, but i can try and fix that so im not worried about it. I couldnt decide between a pink one and a yellow one. But then i just decided the pink one, and now i still duno if it was the right choice, but i made it so hopefully it is. (i dont even really know whats going on with my date? But im gona call and see?)

So hopefully the rest of this week will be live?! I'm just gona keep kickin it with my friends because its our last one and ive been gettin my homework done before we do stuff. Its just hella tiering, but im a sav.

Hope everyone has a good spring break! I know i will!lol...

Baby i miss you so much!!!!!

Every Minute Of Every Day!

basically didnt do anything kewl this week. The usual, I have tons of homework every night, and I'm driving out to highline every morning. My classes are hella hard, i think i got myself in pretty deep, but i always like a challenge.

Everythings pretty stealth! I really dont know what else to say right now!  I shouldnt even be on here, i have way to much homework! LOl....

Hope everyone has a good week!

Every minute of Every day!!

So i missed school today AGAIN!! Ive been missing alot lately? Not good. My dad justed chewed me out to cuz he says im gona fail out of my classes if you keep stayin home? But ive really only have 5 absences, which is alot but not really? I duno, i dont think he understands what it feels like to get one of my headaches, or whatever. Its almost umbearable and so, even if i could go to school it wouldnt make a difference cuz when i take a pain killer i cant concentrate anyway? and today i couldnt even cuz i lost my voice! But im gona try real hard not to miss any school anymore? I really gotta pick it up! But yea...tomorrows the inner-high so i miss school once again? NOT GOOD!! lol.. but after tomorrow im not going to miss any more!

So my relationship hasnt been to good lately. Id say we've been fighting, but you have to talk in order to fight! lol... we'd fight then not talk and back and forth! i thought we were gona break up for a while, and surprisingly enough I was alright with that? I think? But I think every things going to turn around again? its the distance that kills us? I know alot of people dont think long distance relationships work, and in theory they dont! I think of it alot, Im sure he does to. Its that even though it hurts to be together sometimes, it would hurt so much more to not be together, and id take the sometimes over the hurt of all the time.  But he's coming home now, and threw the summer, and but then i have no idea what he's going to do, but i figure now we can figure stuff out? rekindle some of the things you cant fix over distance. I do have to admit that dispite acting like i dont care, and pretending to all my friends i dont care, this whole situation is killing me. I still miss him SO much. But im gona stick to what ive been doing, "pretending:" and just wait and see what happens? Every minute of every day... im thinking of you!

Well i gotta go to highline now, and pick up some books and pay my tuition fee. (not cheep) and then who knows... i prolly wont do anything cuz my dads mad at me, but hes going out on a date so who knows?

When ever im sad or mad or just board i think of these things and there is no doubt that they dont make me laugh.

WHITLOCK's... " I'm really sorry" from old school..

"If you mess with the bull, you're gona get the horns"

 LOL.... QUANDE AND WHITLOCK!!! at the empty movie theatre!( damnit its still so funny to me)

xoxoxoxo 

BE COOL!!!!!

Well this week flew by! Which is good..... and next week should go by quickly too? I have morning classes now at Highline instead of night classes. So i have a feeling Its going to be a struggle to get up really early again? But Its only for 11 weeks... then peace out!?! Tomorrow I dont have to go to school cuz I have tatu presentations!! Then on wednessday i dont have to go to school because i have the inner-high!! So i pumped this week should be gone before I know it?!>

This weekend was pretty kewl!!! Well except for Friday night!! I had fun until I got bopped?!?! But whatever, saturday was kewl too, well not til like 1:00 but whatever... I was havin fun! I was actin hella goofy though, thats really the only word to explain it? LOL... and whitlocks  impression almost killed me! !!! 

Today I just chilled with my family! I think im just gona lay low for the night though, cuz my throat hurts hella bad? So im gona try and beat this cold before it comes on full force. Im always sick--> ughghgughg

But yea... Ive basically been doing my own thing lately! I got a new philosophy and its really been workin great!!! I just dont give a f*** about things that i cant control! As before Im livin each day like its my last and to the fullest.  So as occasions/events rise Ive dealt with them fantastically!

But im gona go now!! I'm drinking lots of tea( I hate tea) and water to try and get rid of this soar throat!! I hope every one has a good week and had a fun weekend!

Muchas adoras!!!